i could feel tension between us again. the same tension we had in 8th grade during that time period where we didn’t like each other. i don’t want that to happen again. you’re my best friend and i want you by my side forever. maybe, it just doesn’t work out that way. anyways. i feel that we’re drifting apart. i know that sounds pretty fucking corny. but it’s true. we talk less and less and we barely ever hang out much anymore. i mean, my mom doesn’t let me sleep over and shit. and it’s just frustrating. i don’t know. maybe i just don’t deserve the title of “best friend.” i let people down too much and i just fuck up. i fuck up everything. i just wanted to let you know that, if i do fuck something up and you get pissed at me. i just want you to know that you’ll always be my best friend. even though you hate me to the very core of your heart. i will still care and wonder how you’re doing. i miss you best friend. realtalk.